I remember the day i found out mummy and daddy where having you, i was so so excited i was telling everyone i knew.. I couldnt wait to meet u, buy u loads of nice things and spoil u as anties should. The morning i found out mummy and daddy was away to hospital to have u i was so exstatic i was so over the moon i started looking at baby things on line,what to buy u ect, Ur big cousins were excited to meet u too. Then it all changed... that gut wrenching momment Ur nanny phoned me too let me know u were born sleeping i will never forget darling, my heart sank completely and i couldnt breathe, i just cant stop the tears. I told ur big cousins and Amelia broke her heart and still does rhia still doesnt really understand.. I dont want to sound selfish, but the day u gained ur little angel wings part of me died the same day u did, i really did not expect it to hit me this hard sweetheart iam trying to be strong for ur mummy and daddy but its soso har im sorry. Ur wee tiger i adopted for you was mento be ur first wee cuddly toy, sadly that arrived the same day u left us.. I wish i could bring u home soso bad and trade my own life if i could but i cant :( But i know one thing for sure ur papa marshall will protect and look after u till ur back with ur mummy and daddy xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx I miss u sosoo much baby u will always be my little special beautiful wee prince just like ur big brother jay, i love u darling i hope u know that, not a day goes by that i dont miss and luv u xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx sleep tight angel xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx